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Journal Entry: Fri Nov 13, 2009, 3:50 PM


My life in 200 questions stolen from :iconxXAri1366Xx:

200. My middle name:
Marie~

199. I was born in:
Christina hospital

198. I am really:
depressed, but happy (how is that possible? my mind works in mysterious ways :eyes:)

197. My phone is:
silver and a fail.

196. My eye color is:
light shade of blue

194. My ring size is:
i have no idea.

193. My height is:
5'2.3" cuz i just measured

192.I am allergic to:
dust and pollen

191. I was born on:
January 28th

190. I am annoyed by:
a girl named sam and english teachers

189. Last book you read:
Green Day: rebels with a cause

188. My bed is:
Dark shade of blue

187: One thing you hate about yourself:
sensitivity and being a failure.

186. Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
stomach

185. How do you vent anger?
suicide notes and pictures... and some times i have this chain and i accidently (sorta) choke my self a little some times... but no one knows that

184. How did your day start off?
horrible, i threw up....

183. Can you handle the truth?
most of the time

182. Do you get along with guys or girls better?
guys...

181. How do you think you look right this moment?
okay...

180. Last person you went to the movies with?
MoMo and Shayzelnutt to see Paranormal

179. My favorite Holiday is:
halloween

178. The Perfect Kiss is:
never got kissed by any one other then my mom/dad and shay... once...but.. that was um... not a real on it was on my cheak and freaked me out a little and fell off the bar stool... ^^;

177. the last cd I bought was:
WARNING:

175. Are you living at home?
yes 2 of them actually...

174. Do you have any siblings?:
a fucking older brother whom i wish to strangle.

173. What did you do yesterday?
school, homework, studied, failed a test, read some in my book, role played with a bunch of people, watched my fishies

:::I Do /Do Not Believe In:::

god, hell, heaven, devil. i disbelieve... but that doesn't mean im against religion i just wasn't raised that way and i don't honestly get how one thing created the world, and if there was Adam and Eve, then Kane an Able... who did the two boys have kids with? i mean WTH?!?

142. Love at first sight?:
heck no

141. Luck?
nope

140. Fate?:
yea.

139. Yourself?:
what about my self? insane yup :D

138. Aliens?:
of corse. we can no way in ever be the only fricken (CHICKEN!) things in the universe.

137. Heaven?:
.........

136. Hell?:
-.- did i not just say?

135. Ghosts?:
yupsters fur sure.

134. Horoscopes?:
maybe sometimes..

133. Soulmates?:
never...

:::Which is Better?:::


128. Drunk or High?
pot brownies is the only way i will do drugs... :D but i don't ... for now

127 on phone or online?:
Online

126. Red heads or Black heads?:
Black Heads

125. Blondes or Brunettes?
Blonde

124. Hot or cold?:
.........warm... but not hot

123. Summer or winter
fall

121. Chocolate or vanilla?:
chocolate

120. Night or Day?:
Night.

119. Oranges or Apples?:
ornages

118. Curly or Straight hair:
straight

:::Here's What I Think About:::

116. Abortion:
if they want to and they are like 12. then it would be murder for their .... *****

115. Backstabbers:
-sigh-

114. Parents:
never listen. they are not my fiend and never will be, only family. nothing more.


:::Last time I:::

102. Hugged someone?:
Anthony to day we also said i love you, and i hugged Iggy when he asked to marry me XD

101. Saw someone:
right in front of me eating tacos...

100: cried in front of someone?
yup.

90. Who is the ditziest person you know:
um... i don't onestly know... Lucy... no Casey... maybe Iggy... maybe...

89. Who makes you laugh?
some people some times.. MoMo and Shay with their funny dreams and stories... and in my book Green day... they say fuck A BUNCH!!!

88.Last show you watched?
Bones

87. What you don't understand is?
why English teacher insist on butchering poetry by giving it "form" and "class"

80. The most unsatisfying answer I've ever received is?
IDK for real i dislike when people say some thing and then are like IDK or nothing...

76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is?
my fishies

75. The thing I'm looking forward to the most is?
.... if i told you you would yell at me...

73. Tomorrow:
saturday... fixing the floor and going to Accent music to get a Bass Guitar! woop!

72. Today:
got hit in the face by a loaf of hard pumpkin bread.... drew a fish and got laughed at by a teacher...

71. Next Summer:
probably Canada Again, maybe see a concert of some sort like U2 or some thing that one's in July...

70. This Weekend:
besides the guitar and floor? i got no idea....

67. People call me:
Ally.... and failure, and idiot, and retard, and nimrod, and a bunch of others,....

62. The person(s) who knows the most about me is:
probably hm... this is a tough one... MoMo probably cuz I've known her for the longest, and i've been to her house a bunch...

60. The most difficult thing to do is:
Talk people about anything and EVERYTHING with out the protection of a screen between us so they wont know im crying.... especially my mom.... "STOP BEING A FICK BABY! your so dramatic" is the usual...

59. I haven't gotten a speeding ticket:
i don't drive....

55. The first person i talked to today was:
Oliver (my cat) this morning when i woke up and he was squishing my stomach....

54.First time you had a crush:
3rd grade

53. The one person who I can't hide things from:
my fish... geez I'm pathetic -.-

52. Last time someone said something you were thinking:
yesterday about pi....

51. Right now I am talking to:
Me? serious? no... your lying. the only person here is my cactus...... unless.... *looks over to cactus* OHMYGODYOUSPEAK!!?!!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!? :iconohmygodplz:

50. What is your dream job?
hrm,,,, an animal surgeon who plays the guitar and draws a lot... maybe with a tiny band some place...

49. First job?:
walking dogs for a lesbian couple...

47. I have these pets:
none i love them all... except for fiona... i HATE fiona.

46. I wish:
that i couldn't cry any more, and be strong enough to tell my mom face to face all the things i wanna scream in her face.

45. The worst sound in the world is:
the sound of a knife on a chalk board

46. The person who makes me cry the most is:
Mom and Andrew(brother)

43. Best sound in the world?:
Green day.

42. Who makes you happy?
Oliver(cat) my fish, Mo, and Aaron...

38. Cats or dogs?:
fish.

36. Which Golden Girl would you be?
i don;t know what that is...

35 Myspace or Facebook
neither. rapist.

34. Mexican food or Chinese?
chinese

33. My favorite piece of clothing?
gray skinny genes with my green day T-shirt....

32. My favorite color(s) are:
Dark blue Black and Gray,

31. Last time I cried:
last night....

30. My friends are:
wonderful, painful, and crazy...

29. My computer is:
mac-o-fail

30. Last person I got mad at?
fuckingstupidasshitFionathedog!

26. Person you secretly crush?
hm... actually... i don't think i crush on any one? but i love Shana Aaron MoMo liz Maddy Anthony Iggy Joel Clellie Oliver Fish Steff Jessie and there are probably more but i forget...

25. Favorite food place?
um... dunno...

24.Favorite song:
Hold on- Green Day

23. Paper or plastic?
Neither. savin th planet :D

22. The all-time best show is:
i dunno some thing maybe interesting like Bones, or House, or Lost... or some thing...

21. The all-time best feeling in the world is:
relief

20. Favorite scent?
chocolate

19. What color is your hairbrush:
black

18. Favorite shoes:
converse

17. I lose all respect for people who:
hypocrites.

15. Color of your room?
dark blue

14. TV channels you watch?:
TnT(face lol not really...)

13. Best Feature(s) in the opposite sex:
personality and eyes... some times hair...

11. The worst pain I was ever in was?
when i watched my cat get dun over by a truck and then keep running toward us until he finally collapsed and died right in front of me... i was 7...

10. Best Memory?
when my family was together and every one was happy, i my dad was on the floor playing with Max(or now dead dog) and i Andrew was ontop of him and i was ontop of him he was maybe 6 so i was 4.. i have a pictire of it... mom took the picture... and she was so nice back then... now it is like... c;lksn459pq3n;qpefnp3oijpø•¶†©∫∂𪮅§wep8o2o4pjroo..... and stuff...

9. Favorite TV show?
House

8. My favorite singer:
Billie Joe Armstrong.. . or Gerard Way...

7. Favorite Stuffed Animal:
my Max dogie how was Max's collar (dead dog from before)

6. Greatest Fear:
not getting to say good bye...

5. My weakness is:
People.

4. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
the last person i kissed was my grand ma on the cheek cuz she said she loved me and was giving me a hug..

3. Who broke your heart?
the people that i live with

2. One thing that makes you feel great is?
watching my fish and drawing suicide pictures, and when i finally finish a picture and it is so amazing and i love it...

1. One person that you wish you could see right now?
shadow who is at my dads house and im sure pretty much hates me now :c









that was..... interesting... and long...

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  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: noooooooothing

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  • Interests: muffins, canada, photography, drawing, rain, night, green day, MCR,
  • Favourite movie: hm..... the patriot
  • Favourite band or musician: GREEN DAY!! WHOO!... and MCR, the bravery, Weezer, off spring, third eye blind.
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative rock and punk
  • Favourite poet or writer: Andy Riley, when he wrote "the book of bunny suicides"
  • Favourite style of art: abstract, pop art. sketches.
  • Operating System: does that mean my computer? cause it is an Apple laptop
  • MP3 player of choice: i-pod touch
  • Shell of choice: YOUR SCULL!!!
  • Favourite game: pack man!
  • Favourite cartoon character: TOBI!!!!
  • Personal Quote: Depression Makes it difficult to pick up knives.

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:iconawjay:
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"depression makes it difficult to pick up knives" :P
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"depression makes it difficult to pick up knives" :P
:iconawjay:
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:)

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"....look what pot does to your brain! it mess it up all the way! i bet you can't even hear what I'm saying cause your mind is so F**ked up ! and guess what... in the end... there's no cup holders..."

"depression makes it difficult to pick up knives" :P
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"....look what pot does to your brain! it mess it up all the way! i bet you can't even hear what I'm saying cause your mind is so F**ked up ! and guess what... in the end... there's no cup holders..."

"depression makes it difficult to pick up knives" :P
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